Tenacious is the word of the day or my life. 
Having firm hold on something, that would make me jubilant or an attempt to make my life clear because to call it messier would make me a pessimist.
Keeping my status as "Adamantine" didn't help me. I guess this is the magic of life that gives you all possible signs or omens makes sure that you meet your purpose.
If people being judgmental is their only thing that would make me depressed as i have let down their convictions or most importantly myself. BUT writing realised my dream of expressing myself.
But i would not conclude here.
Thank you. 
P.S- i know the image above is not quiet relatable but profoundly shows that he got what he loves.